The Wait

Waiting... for life to happen or to end... what is worse?

She rose once again

"... they shall bring the glory of the stars into the hearts of men."

"For he is ever a sun, and she a moon. But to him a winged secret flame, and to her the stooping starlight."

some more qoutes which just really make me speachless so beautiful are they...

Scarlet

"...she bends in ecstacy to kiss..."

"... there is no bond that can unite that can unite the divided but love: all else is a curse..."

... just some quotes i read yesterday which struck a cord with my soul and my essence...

EVE - lust

By Aryan Kaganof....

Eve was the mother
Adam was the son
The apple was language
She taught him the fall

Darkest Hours - Fallen Angel

-Darkest Hours: Fallen Angel-

It's hard to know who is real...
... to see the core of people...
Because they hide...
themselves...
so well...
And when at ones most vulnerable moment, they unleash their inner selves. Who knows if they even know that energy...
It can scar for life... make you half the person you really can be...
But life is so very short... take your scars, be proud of the lesson you have learnt... and grow...

Dummy - Pump

Dummy - Pumkop

Dummy - One eyed king

Back to Basics

Ecstacy

A self portrait...

Femme subtilism

Darkness dawned
explorative tongues felt
bodies tangled
souls met
godlike they were and godlike they spoke
light came
they were strangers once more

I bent you to my will

... and you did... with a smile...

Half of me

Sometimes our glasses are upside-down yet it is still full...

The end of love

The end of Love - we have all been there - most more then once...

my life
was derailed
by a picket fence
i was about to paint white...

Dying depths

Dying depths
scream
reality
search

I fall softly
Down
Down
Down
Till dawn

I am awake
In a mist of confusion
Convultions
Contractions
I come down softly
Screaming


My little secret
My little whore
Big pleasure
Hard thrusts
Purrring for more

Dying slowly in the reality I keep
Dead
Death
Me

Drowning my joy - One by one

Series name: Drowning my joy
Photo name: One by one

Silent Scream - All that is left

Left is the silent echo - a murmur shouting that does not want to let go - after all... only silence...

Silent Scream - Silent Scream

Some of us at times go into a very deep and dark place where it just seems easier to stop everything and get off so that the rest can carry on...
and the funny thing is everyone thinks you are just fine - just a bit odd...
this is #1 in the series - still in the making as well.

Battle of the Bottle and the Box - Weekend

And last but not least, this one is entitled: Weekend...

Battle of the Bottle and the Box - The morning after

This one is called: The morning after.

Battle of the Bottle and the Box - One for the road

Another part of my Battle of the Bottle and the Box series - called - One for the road....
Demons... my demons.

Battle of the Bottle and the Box - Drowning

Second in the Battle of the Bottle and the Box titled Drowning.
WARNING AGAIN: this is not a pretty picture...

Battle of the Bottle and the Box - On my Back

The focus of the Battle of the Bottle and the Box series is to show that there are other people out there who also battle with dependency issues.... whether it be alcohol, drugs, sex, even stealing... what does matter is accepting it, not feeling embarrassed, and not hiding it. Nothing lasts forever and you as a person have the ability to do anything! Be free, fly!

The first image in the series is titled On my back.
This series came into being last year June, a very difficult time in my life... and at that point I just wanted to drink all the issues away, stay in a space where reality was never real.
WARNING: it is not suppose to be and look pretty.